No matter what I say or what I do it can’t change the past and neither can it change your thoughts against me. I never cared what others say about me and did what I wanted. But since I met you I feel like yes I have a life and I do need to listen to others and how they feel about me. I have never imagined that things will turn out this way between us. What happened was not done intentionally. I don’t remember a thing that’s the most disgusting part of it. What I did with you or said to you is all in your heart. You said you cried and tears fell whenever you remember that shitty day. I don’t want to see that happening again. I don’t want to see you in pain and I wish I could re-live that day so that I could just delete all those things and just be a good friend. Wish I had a time machine so that I could go back in time and change things but it is not possible so today here I am in front of you apologizing and ready for any punishment you give to me… Having said all those things I kind of feel a relief even though you forgive me or not. Hope this friendship never dies. Thanking god above for giving me such a beautiful friend like you.

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